I met you at a time when I wasn’t really looking for love but I just wanted to fling around and pass my time. You had similar intentions too unless you decided to spin me in words and gestures that made me catch feelings for you. I didn’t realize where it’s going till we shared a little innocent intimate moment where you kissed my forehead. I was fallen apart when you left the city by vesting hopes in me with those little gestures where you took my heart away.
I wasn’t able to convey my feelings at that point of time as it was something which was difficult for me to comprehend. But then when you cultivated hopes of meeting and sharing some good moments again, maybe that’s where I guess I lost myself into you. You knew that i couldn’t handle the fact that you went away leaving nothing behind. When I tried reaching you via calls or messages you suddenly had no time for me, your clear ignorance pinched my heart deep. The days when you couldn’t handle me ignoring a single text of yours have somewhat taken a drastic change to me dying to see a single pop up of your text on my mobile screen. And that was exactly the time when I fell for you and knew that you’re not right for me at the same time.
Frustrated and shattered I decided to confront you. Traveled all the way to your city to let you know how I feel about this affair only to find that you’re absolutely chilled out and have actually got nothing to do with my feelings and convictions. But, at that point of time, you got a clear idea about me being a pawn at your hands. All you knew that I am your only element to get away with time and of course, to fulfill your desires. You never really asked about my life and what am I doing since all you wanted is to straight away get to the sultry part.
Days passed when I actually met a man who showed me my true worth, who made me feel like nothing is more important than me in this world. And though you didn’t like the idea of your pawn slipping away from your hand when you taunt texted me, I felt the best by tapping on the block button. The day I realized my worth and my happiness is when he did all that I expected from you and now my friend! I simply don’t give a damn about what you’re doing in your life, whether you ever wanted me or not, as I have already met the right man who deserves every bit of my attention. I thank you from the very core of my heart for taking me granted and not respecting my feelings. As in the process, I found what I really needed and now I value love, I value the man and everything that he does for me.
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