I know that deep inside there’s buried a feeling that I won’t be able to get over him. Ever! Despite all the bitterness, I can’t let go of the moments that he has given me. I knew there was no such deep love from his side, it was a one-sided story but all the sweet little gestures of him at least never felt fake. His smile can still make me go weak on my knees, but there also lies the undercurrent of thought that it’d destroy me yet again.
Trust me, it’s not easy to overcome those dreamy eyes and that intense look. Love couldn’t look any better than that. Just like the way a girl has always dreamt, I have witnessed that dream unless I realized it’s all superficial and vague. Now, that a lot of days has passed and things have become less intensified, I look back and realize that maybe that lesson was important. Now that I know that love is way deeper than those eyes I fell for, I have started valuing all the little happiness that life comes up with.
I have become way too strong for any such petty stuff to affect me now. I don’t regret the time spent with him for I know it was one precious moment that I’ve stolen from life for my own self. I made myself smile by doing so, therefore, it’s no harm. That which is done cannot be undone. Whenever I get a little high on something, I feel like there’s an image of him floating in my mind, my heart’s urging to steal a glance of him and dial that number again. But, thanks to my stronger self, who has always stopped me from doing such a thing.
It’s just time, and I know it’s going to fly, wounds will be healed and I’ll feel a new kind of warmth again.
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